update

so i feel like i havent bloged in a while so im here to update. this past week i only went to school and day and it was good i have to say i like being at school more then being at home. lol why? because i actualy feel wanted lol. any way so i got to hang out wid one of my frnds at the beach on friday and that was fun but i really dono what im gunna do. i mean i like the guys but it seems like if i choose to be in a relationship it would be real hard for us to see eachother and i cant do that. idk if i should tell him we should just be frnds cuz we hella like eachother and stuff but yah idk 2 cuz it felt right when we were at the beach together lol idk well ima talk to him wen he wakes up and we shall see how it goes lol. Omg i just woke up lol and last night i went to Fuz and omg it was hella fun last night, there was so many cute guys!!!! i met sean for the first time and he was even cuter in person =] also ryan roa and joaquin was there so that was fun lol >.< i had a good time but alton was hella gone the whole time lol T.T next time he gets drunk i need a sober partner lol