ok im pissed sad depress all that good stuff rawr im fed up wid my family and my fuckin life!!!! this is gunna be another emo blog so im warning u now, n no u cant help me and i dont want ur fuckin help just leave me the fuck alone this is for me! ok ima say it here since i say it to my self all the time I WISH I DIE TONITE. do u wana know why the fuck i wana die so much ill tell u the reason why. i hate my fuckin life all the shit i go through not only physicaly but more so mentaly is just so freking retarted!!!!
first off i would like to say i wish i stayed not breathing wen i was born cuz if i stayed dead my family would be better off today! ur probly like dont say that they love u, i know they love my but the fuckin shit they do to me makes the love look like nothing. how can u say u love ur son when u say to his face that he ended up not turning out right. how can u say u love ur son when u say his oppinon is bad cuz hes not straight. how can u say u love ur son wen they treat u like u are just a maid at the house and they tell u what to do and u do it but if u mess up a little they yell at u. fuck i never got a frekin thank you form them! [mostly i hate my mom and brother]
i kno for a fact my mom is annoyed by me i could see it wen she laughs at my face. i hate it! i swear she is the one that said my opinion was wrong about prop 8 cuz im gay! omg just now just now this is what pissed me off this is what she loves to do she loves to make me look bad, especialy to my dad. i know im not what they wanted me to be. i know im not the man that they wanted me to turn out. im not like my brother a football player hella macho and my sister who is the perfect lil girl and they both look hella cute and handsome. i know they dont like me cuz im gay and cuz i look ferkin ugly i swear dont fuckin say im not cuz my pearents say that i am on a constant basis ok they tell me ur skin is ugly ur fat why cant u be like ur brother and play sports. omg that another this i fuckin hate is how they let my brother do all this shit why im tied down. is it cuz hes straight he getts all these muther fuckin privleges. i swear i clean the fuckin house and do all these stuff while my brother is on the computer or playin vidieo games!!! rawr it fuckin sucks!!! and wut i hate more is when im on the computer in my room my mom gets pissed but wtf my brother is always on the frekin computer. u kno why im always in my room is cuz i hate being around my family cuz i feel so unconfortable. omg and i have the most respect towards my family, i dont talk back i dont talk shit to my pearents but my brother does all this shit to them and they dont give a fuck it makes me think i should just not give a fuck and do what ever the fuck i want.
rawr im so pissed u dont even kno. i just cant wait till i could suport myself and get out of this hell hole. thx for reading im ok im just sick of my mom and fuckin brother
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