Wednesday, October 29, 2008

idk why i try

So there is this guy I am not gunna say his name but ill call him A lol. well alot of you especialy my frnds would know who this is right wen i explain the story. Well first of all i have been knowin this guy for quite some time now. Whats so special abou this guy is that he has been my biggest crush for like ever. The problem is i keep on fallin in and out of love with this guy, i kno that i really like him but i cant do any thing about it. I dont know why i even try cuz i kno that nothing will happen between us.

What makes this even worse is that A sends me mix signals that i know i should be immune to now but the truth is lol it still makes me smile each time he flirts. OMG and he has the cutest smile in the world that is how he like hooked me lol. lol mhmm now the people that kno is like omg i kno who this guy is lol. any ways so like im tlkin to A at this moment and im kinda sad cuz like he knos i like him yet i kno he dont like me lol and he tells me about all these guys hes tlkin to and w.e. and idk why i still talk to him.

The reason why im really writeing this is cuz like i feel as if i wana be wid him but i could never and i wonder why cant i just let go lol. im a loss cause ewwwww. but yah ill write a few more blogs today lol cuz i been skippin

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