dream journal #1

so i hella failed at tryin to remember this dream but i know it was hella dramatic and had to do with me, my frnds from state and i guess i had a date in my dream o.0

So this is what happen me and my date went on a date and like we kicked it and had a fun time, it was like the perfect date like in the movies. the dream i thought was hella like one of the best cuz it was so happy. but then the next part of the dream happend... so like in this next part i was kickin it with my frnds from state in my new apartment that i just moved into with some of my closer friends. and i noticed there was hella tension in the room but i was scared to ask. eventually this one guy i used to talk to who is one of my frnds now hella snaps and starts yelling at me and like putting me down. and im like what did i do and when i said that everyone else in the room started to attack me too to the point where i was crying and didnt know what to do. then the person who first attacked me told everyone thats enough and they left. and as they walked away though the parkin lot i guess for some reason i ran after them askin what i did to make them mad why do they hate me so much.

and i like collapsed in the parking lot and one of my frnds who was with my group of frnds that just like hella messed me up emotionaly came back and was like sorry i really didnt want to do this but "_____" [my frnd i used to talk to] told her and everyone else they had to and that he told them that i changed. after that i just remember crying because i knew i didnt wana lose those friends cuz in that dream it felt like they were the only ones i had. then i woke up crying =[

idk what this dream means. maybe because i was talkin to my ex b4 i went to sleep and i did a survey about moving in with friends.... idk

sumday#1

i think this is my first blog of 2009 lol i kno i hella been slacking with this blogin thing. Any way so 2009 ima try to blog daily and try to blog twice in a day lol. The first blog will be about my dream the night b4 if i remember it and the second one will be a sumary about my day =].

anyway i forget my dream i had last night so ima just write a quick summary about today.

SumDay #1

so a SumDay is a Summary of the day i write it lol so here it goes =] yesterday i hella made a list of stuff i needa do today and was hopeing to finish at least half of the list. but really i only finished like 2 lol. i was suposed to clean the outside and inside off 3 of our 4 cars but it started to rain so i only had time to clean my car =] since it started to rain i washed the dishes so that was off my list and also fixed the wii fit lol. after fixing the wii fit my mom and i exercied for like an hour. that perdy much sums it up boreing day like always.

Peace. Love. Happiness.

Alwayz and 4ever

L.C.