How many of us have them

tehe so jw do u kno the song called "how many of us have them (friends)"

you kno the one with the lyrics:

Friends-how many of us have them
Friends-ones we can depend on
Friends-how many of us have them

these lyrics have been ringing in my head for a while now lol n it makes me think... how many of us really do have true friends? like i said in my last blog i believe outside of my family i have about 3 ture frnds lol not so much but thats what i really feel. these 3 i kno i could get on their nerves somtimes but they atleast tell it to my face that they r bugged by wut im doin so we could work out our frndship. i was watchin fruitbasket and wow its such a good anime i learned some good stuff. i learend that even though people praise you and say all these good stuff that dont mean that they really are your friends =/ frnds are people who well tell u what your faults are and help u through them mhmmm not just let u go on doin the wrong thing.

idk i think ill make this my 1 semester college blog too and how it opend my eyes. there are some people who are your "friends" in highschool and they tell you no matter what i will do my best to keep our frndship strong. but now that i went through college i feel as if they are the ones pushin me away to make room for new "friends" idk if this is just being jealouse but i feel as if as much as i try to keep the frndship its kinda not worth it...

Any ways i did meet some awsome people that cant really take the part of my old "friends" every one you meet has a place in your life that could never be replaced. this could work in 2 ways you have people who affect you in a good way and people who effect you in a bad way or both. lol wut ever imprint they leave in your memory it will never go away even if they add another memory the first will still be there. and i feel like umm the people that i met helped balance out the negativity i was feeling.

any ways home alone again washing cloth and cleanig =P
happy hollidays =]] ill write my new years blog soon =] 2008 has effected me so much its not even funny lol ne ways...

Peace. Love. Happiness.

Alwayz and 4ever

L.C.

FOOLISH TRAVELER

A foolish traveler was on a journey. He was stupid because he was easily tricked. The townspeople took advantage of him. On that journey, he was tricked into giving away all his money, clothes, and shoes. But the traveler was foolish, so when the townspeople lied to him saying, "This will really help," tears would stream down his face and he would say, "Please be happy."
When he gave away his last belonging, he was naked and ashamed to be seen. So he decided to travel in the forest. Then he met the monsters who lived in the forest. They wanted to eat him, so they tricked him with clever words. Of course, the traveler was fooled and when the monsters asked, he gave up his arms and legs.
Eventually, the traveler was nothing but a head. He even gave his eyes to the last monster he met. As the monster munched on his eyes, he said: "Thank you. I'll give you this in return," and left him. But that was a lie too.
His gift was a single piece of paper that had "fool" written on it. But the traveler cried and cried, saying: "Thank you. Thank you. This is the first time anyone's given me anything. I'm so happy. Thank you. Thank you" and tears kept flowing from his eye sockets, and while he was crying.....
......he died.


so i perdy much feel like this Foolish Traveler why you ask well really i feel like i give up so much and put up wid so much shit just to see my "FRIENDS" happy. You kno what i dont even kno if half of the people i call my frnds are actualy reall frnds . i know for a fact i have at least 3 that i will love forever im not gunna say who they are =P sucks for u you kno who u are i probly just told u recently. ne ways! yuh idk i feel like crap recently and today kinda pushed me over the limit lol im not gunna say why im not gunna write about it cuz yuh its only gunna hurt more if i come back and read their shit! all i have to say is im OVER with them and mostly him....

Peace. Love. Happiness.

Alwayz and 4ever

L.C.

random ass ness

ok soo like mark is still asleep soooo im just talk about some random shit lol. sooooooo lol ummm im done wid my first sem of college and i think i at least passed my classes. finals were shitty i cant believe that i forgot a major scale =[ that was a total failure on my behalf. but then again the song i chose to sing for the final was hella good and my teacher herra liked it!!! lol then lets see i had my Hum final next which i was hella scared for but it ended up being the ezest final ever!!!! i whish i could say the same about math lol im still trying to calculate how much i failed lol. and ima miss geology i didnt know i could have so much fun learning about rocks but i really did lol =]]]

ne ways lol so some guys r hella stupid and just wasted my time and energy. here i a trying to like make somthing work even though i wasnt sure if i wanted it but then he goes and like hella just leaves me lol wtf! whores =]. Omg though the last fuz was herra fun lol, alot of the interns were there so that was fun yet akward ummm ryan and jhar was there, ummm sean was there and lawrence it was just all good lol i think the was the best one yet lol.

sooooooo like im on winter vacation now and im like suposed to kick it wid hella people lol.
here is a list:
tori
jon
anh
ray
cousins
n herra other people lol to many for me to remember

ahhhh mark wake up!

Final Final lol

so i just got done with my final final lol n herra bored. rawr im suposed to kick it wid markie today but i think hes still sleepin so yah im doing this to kill time =[[[ he needs to wake up lol. ne ways ill blog more often again because i will have hella time!!!! kk bye